I am losing it. slowly but surely. It was not so long ago when u decided the leave me. You left without a word, without a sound. I was depressed, too lost to know what to do. And now is the time when i needed you the most, you instead choose to leave me in the lurch. You were ever so reliable. There were times when i knew i shouldnt be doing some things which i did but i know you are always there to lead me through but now that you are gone, who is going to do that? We have been through tough times last year, where u left me for a period of time too. I was devastated. It was a crucial period of time and at the end of the year, results shown how badly i missed you. This time, as the crucial period of time sets in, you decided to leave me once again. I dont want to repeat my mistake last year. Please come back.

My motivation to study..... please come back to me...